edgarallenfrog: various pics of harvey milk (werk)
edgarallenfrog ([personal profile] edgarallenfrog) wrote2007-06-15 10:13 pm

ow

Migraines hurt. Like, really bad. And I want to vomit from all the medicine I tried to take to make it go away, which didn't work. I think it's from the sunburn. I walked an hour, worked 15 minutes (she wrote it in as a half hour though) and then walked back. Orientation sucks. Ashley paid some money toward the phone bill so I had some money to buy toilet paper. But at this rate...I need money. I'm going to have to pay bills at some point. I kind of want to cry. Plus these past few days I've been missing you know who a lot. Yep, definitely want to cry. I just want to travel back in time and convince myself not to let my walls down and not to let myself love him. That would have really hurt him a lot back then (I never told anyone this, but when we went on that first date, I had to go to the bathroom during the movie so I left and did that, and when I came back the people in their seats gave me the glare of death, so I waited in the back until the end of the movie, and when I went back to my seat to get him at the end, he was crying and he said "Oh good...I'm glad you didn't leave...I just thought we were getting along so well, and then you didn't come back, and it made me really sad"--that's how sensitive he was back then) but at this point, I'd rather hurt him than hurt me. Most of the time I'm grateful for what I learned when I was with him, I know it's a good thing I loved him and I know all this pain will be worth the wisdom I'll get from it. On my good days. On my bad days...yeah. Not so wise. Sigh. Bring on the wonder, I guess.



ETA

Ok, help distract me people. Name up to three aspects of my life you want me to photograph. They can be specific (my bedroom), or not so specific (something red).


go go go! i'm really excited for this one

[identity profile] pandabare21.livejournal.com 2007-06-16 03:23 am (UTC)(link)
take pics of:

kitchen sink
favorite pillow
view from your window
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[identity profile] malakijr.livejournal.com 2007-06-16 03:36 am (UTC)(link)
The view from my window is pretty, it doesn't translate well at night. :-p During the day yu can see for miles and there are some pretty churchesin view.



View from the Window



Pillow



Sink

[identity profile] pandabare21.livejournal.com 2007-06-16 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
wow, that didn't keep you busy for very long. thanks for the pics :)
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[identity profile] malakijr.livejournal.com 2007-06-16 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
Secretly, I'm a camera whore, I LOVE taking pics and posting them. Now I have an excuse. :-p

[identity profile] edtheripper.livejournal.com 2007-06-16 03:26 am (UTC)(link)
I'd like to see pictures of your bedroom, the inside of a closet and something green.
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[identity profile] malakijr.livejournal.com 2007-06-16 03:43 am (UTC)(link)
The third one, you can't see it really well, but her shroud is green, and she's the coolest green thing I had to show off so I couldn't resist.



Bedroom



Closet



Green

[identity profile] edtheripper.livejournal.com 2007-06-16 03:50 am (UTC)(link)
I used to have a dresser that was painted yellow like that. I was sad to throw it away when we moved from the third floor down to the first.

Oooh, sexy clothes. Nice belt ;)

That's cool as hell. I like the head in the corner too. :p
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[identity profile] malakijr.livejournal.com 2007-06-16 03:54 am (UTC)(link)
I have a lot of hot naughty clothes. Too bad I don't get to use them much. I have a total of 5 severed heads in the house. One is really freaky. I have a lot of cool freaky props like that. I painted that dresser myself when I lived on Clark Street and had a yellow room. Also note the picture of Lemmy Kilminster on my wall (HOTT). ;-p

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[identity profile] boundnbreakin.livejournal.com 2007-06-16 05:17 am (UTC)(link)
First and foremost...*big huge hugs*. It's just one of those days and you will get past it. I know the pain of it still sucks, but it will be worth it. The further you get away from things, the better it will get (cliched, yes...but it is the truth).

And you'll find someone who really deserves the awesomeness that is you! :)

Now...Hmmm...Three things to photograph...

One from Rach: Something Orange

One from me: The inside of your fridge.

One from Shadow (the dog): One hot bitch! (Or in Shadow's case...a hot gay dog if you can find one)
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[identity profile] malakijr.livejournal.com 2007-06-16 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
Penis icon!



Orange



Inside of Fridge



Hot Bitch! (Sorry, I don't know any gay dogs)

[identity profile] boundnbreakin.livejournal.com 2007-06-16 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
The Mayo...Does it have a picture of Kasey Kahne on it, perchance? If so...I think Rach wants a picture. :P

Also...send a Dr. Thunder this way! WOOT for generic Dr. Pepper (screw Mr. Pibb...he doesn't have a degree).

And look out...I think you turned Shadow on (even though his jibblies have been gone for ages).
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TRIGGER

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[identity profile] ceparker72.livejournal.com 2007-06-16 05:23 am (UTC)(link)
I would like to see a picture of you in front of a mirror taking a picture of yourself, a picture of the inside of your refrigerator and one of your scary things inside of the oven (door open and not on of course) (microwave is ok too)

How is that for weird and random???

[identity profile] ceparker72.livejournal.com 2007-06-16 05:35 am (UTC)(link)
Ah, someone else said fridge too...

The inside of your shower.
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[identity profile] malakijr.livejournal.com 2007-06-16 06:02 am (UTC)(link)


Scary Thing in the Microwave



Shower



Me in the Mirror
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[personal profile] maewyn 2007-06-16 05:26 am (UTC)(link)
your fridge

your favorite shoes

something unexpected that no one would expect you to have ;)
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[identity profile] malakijr.livejournal.com 2007-06-16 06:05 am (UTC)(link)


The Ever-Popular Fridge



My Favorite Shoes (They are dying, and I am Sad, for I Wear them Everywhere)



Random Thing: A Mike/Sully Dixie Cup Holder
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[personal profile] maewyn 2007-06-17 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
How did I miss that almost EVERYONE asked you for the inside of your fridge?? Go you for being creative and taking different photos at different angles instead of being all "I POSTED THAT ALREADY DO ANOTHER ONE."

*iz postin photos*

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[identity profile] tara-pa.livejournal.com 2007-06-16 06:03 am (UTC)(link)
Your favorite book :)

Your shoes :)

Your puter. :)
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[identity profile] malakijr.livejournal.com 2007-06-16 06:31 am (UTC)(link)


English Majors do not have ONE favorite book (and to ask us to pick one is like asking us to choose between our children) so here's some of my favorite books...you should all go out and get all these books and read them because they're awesome!



This is my laptop (I also have a desktop but I never use it)



These are all my shoes (I'm told I have a lot)

[identity profile] touchthesoul.livejournal.com 2007-06-16 07:26 am (UTC)(link)
Hm...

One of your favorite notebooks
A photograph that you found inspiring
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[identity profile] malakijr.livejournal.com 2007-06-16 07:45 am (UTC)(link)


Notebook - I haven't used it yet, but it's so pretty! Plus it was the only one I could find that didn't say either 'notebook' or 'journal' on the cover, like I needed to be reminded what it was



Inspiring photo - this is from a book I have about the movie Last House on the Left. It was taken on the set. And it inspires me to make my own low-budget horror movie someday. I look to this book when I'm getting discouraged and it helps me

[identity profile] ceparker72.livejournal.com 2007-06-16 03:04 pm (UTC)(link)
This was fun! :) (I had to come back in the morning to see the rest)
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[identity profile] malakijr.livejournal.com 2007-06-16 04:46 pm (UTC)(link)
I know, I LOVE picture posts. :-p

[identity profile] bageldelight.livejournal.com 2007-06-17 03:12 am (UTC)(link)
Its hard to think ahead to when something won't hurt or when you hope you'll gain some wisdom from it, but you do do that. You don't wallow, or at least not obviously.

I'm sorry you feel crappy and that you're missing him.
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[identity profile] malakijr.livejournal.com 2007-06-17 08:36 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks.

It comes and goes. Today was a good day. Today I felt more moved on than sad that I had to move on.